Had a weird and kind of selfishly bad past few days.
Also, I'm slightly pissed that as soon as I decide to start an LJ, it seems I just all of a sudden start having things that sound whiny to every one else, but are still things I wanna vent about anyway.
My journal is turning into one of THOSE
Anyway, a really weird thing, first. I play a game called Fiesta, and I have for a long time. I'm Guild Master of a guild on there, so I basically am in charge of my own little online family made up from people from all over the world. Anyway, a girl who has been in my guild for QUITE some time now, (a few months) has hit a level in the game where we can start taking her out to kill monsters with some of the higher level characters in our guild. As a result, even though, we used to chat heaps, we're now spending more time in the game together, and learning more things about each other we didn't know before. A group of us got onto the topic of FFVII, and then, I mentioned fanfiction. I said I write it, admitted to writing yaoi, yuri, het, basically everything. We all have a bit of a giggle over it, and then this girl whispers me and says she goes on FF.net, and maybe she knows me on there. Turns out she does, and she's actually one of my regular reviewers and has me on her fave author list. We were flipping out hardcore.
Then, the weird bit was, she got all... weird. It was like she was looking at me in a whole new light, and she stopped seeing me as just her Guild Master. She became more chatty with me, but she also got a little fangirly. It's like she idolises me, and I really don't know how to take it. I'm really not THAT good. lol. I'm so excited to have that bond with someone in the game though, and she's super nice!
Also, Jesus, another coincidence of the day from the same game: I partied up with another girl, who said she's from Perth. She goes to the same school as rafira
, and is also into fanfic and the likes. Mind. Blown.( Pointless bitching about a fight with the bf.Collapse )
So, I've been cranky and sulky and confused pretty much all day, as well as a little pissed off. Probably illogically, cause it always seems to be my fault according to certain peeps. Who the hell knows?
So I ended up snapping a few times at some people who really didn't deserve it, and regretted it immediately afterwards. Luckily, they've understood and said it was alright. Still, guilt trippin' my ass off. I wish I could say it was hormones, but I really don't think it is. I think I'm just slightly insane. >.<
I'm kind of excited about Jojo's birthday. Can't believe she's 21. I've missed her so much since I moved away from Broady. :x
Also, I dyed my hair. I went blonde to do a cosplay of Elena, which turned out shit anyway, and then decided I wanted to go purple. The chick at the priceline we went to said not to go purple from blonde though. I wanted a really dark purple and she said "It'll end up REEEEEALLY bright purple", so I basically said eff that, and we went with dying it blue-black instead. I think it looks alright. We'll see. lol